




LOCATING INTIMACY: THE SPACE BETWEEN
This show explores the space(s) of desire, engaging viewers in contemplation of spectatorship, exhibitionism, and fantasy. The work included lies on a continuum from empty to occupied spaces, ranging from empty "fantasy rooms" to abandoned sites of sexual encounter, from recontextualized pornographic stills to dislocating corporeal projections. Revealed in the work is the topography of sexual desire and the explicit construction of intimate zones. Intimacy, itself, is revealed to be a diverse construction, sometimes unearthed by the camera, while at other times created by it. In every case, intimacy is represented as a spatialized relationship between two or more subjects, be they on or off, in front of or "behind" the camera.
After Todd Hido showed me Elinor Carucci's work, I fell in love with her and her images, especially her series "Closer." Hido is actually friends with Carucci and was explaining to me her work process and somewhat her thinking process. I completely admire Carucci and how she portrays such intimacy through her images. That is what I am striving and hopefully one day will successfully do. She reveals the bare layer of her being as well as the people around her. She does not try to hide anything or stage the events in which are happening, which is amazing to me. To capture such beautiful and revealing images in truly something to look up to. I feel like she is the first artist I can actually relate to after reading her artist statement about "Closer." She talks about how you can never mix up or interfere art with life and that the beauty of it all should be exposed. Although some may not believe this and are more reserved to the fact that modesty is admirable, I completely agree with her and now it is up to me to make others believe as well. Seeing someone in person and then that same subject behind the lens gives off a complete dimension to their existence and I feel like that is why I put myself in front of the camera. Not necessarily to be noticed or because it is convenient but because it is part of my existence to reveal what others may never reveal about themselves. I am lending myself to world of art that has always had reservations in exploring. I want to be successful in the ambiguity, intimacy, closeness and confusion in discovering the nuances I may not otherwise see.